I am responsible for how I feel

Follow us:WhatsappFacebookTwitterTelegram.cls-1{fill:#4d4d4d;}.cls-2{fill:#fff;}Google NewsIt's been three weeks and a few days since I came back to Slovenia. It was an intense period. On one hand I adapted myself into the society, I've been a guest to most national television programs, many newspapers, magazines and radio shows. I am now kind of famous and people are inspired by my story.

I decided to eat pure raw food like fresh fruits, vegetables and nuts 12 days ago and I feel quite full of energy now.

I established an organization Peacehikers sLOVEnija, which aims to connect all the Slovenian positive energy and do something first on the national level. I've found quite a few dedicated, passionate peace-lovers and I am happy for this.

On the other hand at this very moment I feel so lonely, separate and I feel as if nobody on this planet (at least in the group where I am) understood me. I went with my schoolmates to Vienna and I just found out we are different worlds. I am just not interested in drinking, love affairs of famous people or my own personal problems. I don't assume any world is "better" than the other. We are just different.

The question is, who is responsible for me feeling uncomfortable? Is this the bad weather, my schoolmates or God?

Nobody else except myself. Only I am responsible for how I feel and only I can make myself feeling better.

Taking this kind of responsability, makes me feel better immediately. Suffering means wasting energy on the uncontrollable.

If you want to change other people or the weather, if you are sorry for what you have done in the past or are worried about what the future will bring, you suffer.


Don't do that! When you're feeling low, simply take constructive action. Get angry and do something that will change your mood or maybe make someone happy.

Tomorrow I will tell you about the most romantic love story of my life, that happened just before I left India.

Matej

www.peacehiker.comfirst published:April 06, 2006, 16:25 ISTlast updated:April 06, 2006, 16:25 IST
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